I've lost 2 lbs since last week. 4 more lbs to go!! I'm trying to eat better and less, focusing on more veggies. No more dessert at fancy dining. Ab exercises every day.
N and I talked a lot over the weekend. Because of the hurricane, we couldn't see each other but I was in his thoughts. I was reassured of his love and felt close to him.
I haven't heard from Justin for 2 weeks. I guess we are not dating anymore...or were we ever dating? Yeah it sucks and it hurts my feelings. I know that we are still getting to know each other but it does seem clear to me that he simply doesn't care about me. My family was excited to go to his concert this year- well, fuck that. We are not going.
CA SD is finally back in town!! His schedule is not clear yet so he doesn't know when he can see me. Most likely this Thursday. He will be in town for almost a month this time. FL SD is also flying in within 2 weeks. I hope I can juggle them without any conflict in September. I intend to keep them both as long as I can. I used to think it was so wrong to have more than one sugar daddy. I thought I had to pick one. I used to be happy with a monthly allowance of $2000 when I was with my first SD, Mr. D. No way I'm ok with only $2000 a month now. After being in the sugar world for a while, I now expect at least $5000 a month. I'm very happy with my current 2 SDs and I have no intention of getting any more SDs. It's great not being on any of the sugar websites. I really hated wasting my time talking to Pots and meeting them in the process of the perfect SD search. Now the search is over, let me enjoy the sugar :)
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