I'm proud to say that I've just deleted my account on seekingarrangement.com....Well that was the right thing to do now that I have steady SDs. I don't even know if my SDs are still on it, but I don't want them to see me still logging in, like I'm still seeking other people. I need to show that I'm committed to them, so they do the same. Before deteting my account, I read a few new emails from potential daddies...I was so tempted to email one of them back...he sounded so generous! But I didn't. I have 2 SDs, that's more than enough!!!
N came over earlier. I confronted him why I was never invited to his place this year. I was there all the time last year. I have a strong feeling that he was seeing his current gf behind my back then already. He told me about her early this year then I was never allowed to go to his apartment. I just wanted to know why this kid is so damn special. N and I have been sleeping together on a regular basis for over 3 years now. So I know I'm more special than her. Of course he totally ignored my question. Typical. Then we talked about breaking up but we have tried million times in the past and never worked. We just can't live without each other. We both know it. Then I said something mean to him: "Well if we stop sleeping together and become just friends, what will you do about sex? Obviously you are not getting good one from your girlfriend!". Silence. Again. Of course.
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