He Got The Skills

My SDs are both out of town for 2 weeks. Hence I have been busy seeing regular guys!
Not much new with N- same old, same old.  Seeing him in his office here and there.  He is well known worldwide but he is getting many TV shows lately so I'm a little bit concerned.  I really don't want to be connected to him publicly for many obvious reasons.  Well we never go anywhere in public together.

Justin- we have been seeing each other but it doesn't feel like we are dating.  I know he likes spending time with me, but I don't think he is that into me.  We have lots of sex, sometimes breakfast or lunch.  Never dinner.  That shows we don't really have a romantic relationship.  I guess we are just having fun.  It's not like I see a future with him but I'm very much attracted to him.  It's so sad that the only people I'm truly attracted to (N and Justin) don't really want to date me.  But everyone else is super crazy about me.  At least Justin is not hiding me and he always wants me to stay overnight at his place.  He holds my hand when we sleep.  After sex, he loves to cuddle all night.  So sweet.  But during sex, he is so...dominant!!  In a super duper hot, sexy way!!  One time, he held my both wrists behind my back while he was fucking me doggy style.  That was the hottest thing.  He usually holds my hands down the whole time..sometimes with his both hands, sometimes with his one hand while he touches me everywhere with his other hand... In the beginning I wondered how he was capable of using all his fingers so skillfully on my body for such a long time.  Then quickly I was reminded that he is a professional musician- that's what he does all day! Playing his instrument with his fingers.  His fingers are well trained.