I was on a hot date with a hot guy and I just couldn't get into it today because I had to go through so much shit earlier today. But eventually I did get into it and we had another hottest and the best sex. He is the smartest guy in the world and inspires me to do something big and significant every time I see him. He makes me see amazing things and possibilities in life. Thanks to him, now I'm over the shitty things I had to deal with today...better to focus on productive and important things in my life.
There was a time when we tried so hard to make it as a couple but it just didn't work out. He is just not a relationship type... after years of going through so much drama, I think we are in a better place now...we just appreciate and treasure each other's company. Perhaps I should move on becasue he will never marry me but he is such an important figure in my life. I can never lose him. We totally suck at being friends- we tried and tried and tried but we always ended up having sex no matter what! I always think our sex is the best in the world and the best in the history.
Mr. D is out of town. When it comes to my hot guy, N, I don't feel so much guilty. Maybe because he has nothing to do with the sugar world...I feel guilty only when I see other SD/clients.
Clearly I have many guys in my life but whenever I'm asked if I'm dating anyone, I always have to say, nope I'm not dating anyone. I'm single...People often wonder why I'm still single but of course I need to keep everything discreet.
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