One of my regulars, Chris, came over earlier. He is a crossdresser...and not gay. I think most crossdressers are staight. If they are gay, aren't they transvestite? I'm not sure.
Anyways, today I let him wear my long blond wig and lacey panties. He brought his own fishnet boysuit. He has no interest in me in any sexual way- He only needs me to take his photos while he fucks himself with a huge dildo.. He always takes time to lick, kiss and suck a dildo before he inserts it into his ass..and still not gay. In the beginning I believed he was gay but when I asked if he was dating anyone, he told me that he has a gf! But she has no idea about his fetish. Poor girlfriend! I wonder if they have normal sex but he fantasizes being a woman secretly while he fucks her.. It is very strange. What's going on inside of his head is absolutely beyond my imagination.
Later, I had a romantic dinner with Mr.D in my neighborhood. He always eats so little. I always eat a lot more than he does and he is the one who works out almost every day! He said he has a bad matabolism.. He gave me a little kiss on our way back to my place. That was so sweet :) He never does that because he is always very careful in public. He gave me my monthly allowance today. It's still a bit awkward and kinda weird because we are like a couple but it is like a reminder that we still have an arrangement. Money brought us together and that's what keeps us together. We are lucky that we found attraction and closeness between us..it's not just sex and money. We adore each other and truly care about each other. I hope he never asks what if questions like, would I still date him even if he didn't give me money. How could I possibly answer to that?!
I think we have good sex but I feel like I'm not doing my best in bed with him. I don't know why..maybe too much pressure? I do feel like I'm the best in bed with most of my clients though..but not with Mr. D. hmmm.
maybe you should tell him to find a girlfriend on fetlife ...
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