Both Mr. D and I went to see a dr. today. I found out that I have a yeast infection. His dr. told him that it was just a skin irritation and nothing else. He got a steroid for it. I have to take pills for 7 days. No sex, no alcohol for 7 days. It sucks. We think our bodies are not compatible. Or maybe due to having multiple sex partners? He emailed me:
"I still want you...but I don't think I get to have all of you. Can you get together for coffee Wednesday night...would be good to discuss all of this".
What is there to discuss? It is clear that we have to go back to using condoms. Is he blaming me on his condition? Is he dumping me before he takes off for his trip? I know he has been freaking out and stressed out on all of this over the weekend. I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm tired of all the drama with us. He hasn't booked tickets for our Las Vegas trip...probably because he is not sure what he wants to do. If he has to say good bye to me, and all the drama, I will understand. It will hurt though... Then I will probably find a new SD and will ask for higher monthly allowance.
After the clinic, I went to see N. He was in a good mood. I thought we were trying to be friends? Quickly he was all over me..kissing me....I didn't even try to stop him. Why? Maybe I knew my relationship with Mr. D was coming to an end. N acts like his gf doesn't exist. I can't ask but I have a feeling that they are not really sleeping together...even if they are...I know that our sex is million times better than theirs. Our sex is the best in the world and the best in the history. Seriously!
Anyways, I told him that I was ovulating. Of course I wasn't going to tell him that I have a yeast infection. Gross. N and I never use codoms because he is like allergic to it or something and he just can't use them (That is another problem with him and the biggest reason to stop sleeping with him).
He touched and kissed my body some more, then I took off his pants and underwear. I was determined to blow him until he cums.. and he did...for the first time in 3 years!! He had always stopped me in the middle of it..I was never sure if I wasn't good enough or he just didn't want to cum in my mouth. Mission accomplished!
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