Mr. D emailed me this morning saying that his wife went to his computer and found his gmail account. He had deleted all the emails from me luckily but he had a lot of explaining to do and he is not sure if she bought it. I'm not sure what the main issue was- he had other emails his wife wasn't supposed to read? or just the fact that he had a secret email account she didn't know about? I told him that if he wants to do the right thing and end it with me, it will break my heart. He said "Let's discuss more tomorrow when we meet. I don't want to break your heart. I really like you. I have to think about our options. Right now I'm confused and honestly scared". Is he dumping me...?
I really like him. Yes it will break my heart to say good bye to him. I'm very worried about my financial situation also. I'm still making just enough money to survive on my current job. I have more expenses now (I started supporting my baby sister recently). I felt so guilty but I updated my profile on SA website. My profile is still hidden so nobody can see it now. I only browsed profiles and didn't contact anyone. I'm just getting ready for the plan B... I'm so sick of all of it though. I want to have a high stable income from one job, and want to have a real boyfriend. No more hidden affairs and arrangements. And get married and have kids.
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