Mr. Long Island came by yesterday and brought me bottles of gatorade, Pepto-Bismol and some apple sauce. How sweet and thoughtful. Since I couldn't move, that helped me out a lot. He also said he would take care of the bills if I had to go to the ER. Mr. G also offered to come by but I had everything I needed. There they are....my wonderful SDs. They sincerely care about me. On the other hand...I texted to Ron and told him about my situation. He told me to go to the ER. I told him that I couldn't afford it because I had no insurance and I couldn't go alone. He said, "You said you have many friends". So I repeated, "I can't afford it". I never heard back from him. He knows I live alone. I could be dead in my apartment by now. So little he cares about me. I'm really disappointed in him. I really should move on. I should explore more options. I haven't dated anyone in real life for so long, I don't know how though... He was the only person I could see a future with in the last 2 years. It totally sucks being single when you are sick. At the end of the day, all SDs go home to their wives. I can't wait to get married. My friend says I should try match.com...but when it comes to real dating, I don't believe in online dating at all.
For now, I can't wait to see Mr. Long Island this weekend. I want to kiss him. I want him to make love to me. For now, he will be my number one lover, almost like a boyfriend.
Get well soon, dear! I always thought the same when I was sick having no one around... but they say it´s these moments when you´re either sick or going through a hard time, that´s when you can see who´s a real friend.
ReplyDeleteI´m a bit pissed by that quote "I thought you have a lot of friends"... WTF. That was really unnecessary. But glad to hear that you´re SDs are so caring & lovely to you.
I'm sorry you're sick! Hopefully you get well soon! Ron is a complete ass. I know you like him, but every time you post something about him, he just becomes more of an ass. He really doesn't deserve you or your time. I know that whenever I'm trying to find a guy, they're never around. But when I have a bf they all come out of hiding haha. Just be patient and know your own worth hun
ReplyDeleteAWWWWWWW. I'M SORRY YOUR SICK :(
ReplyDeleteYOU HAVE GREAT S.D.s
RON IS A DICK AND YOU SHOULD GET RID OF HIM.
***REMEMBER
THE ONLY THING A BAD MAN CAN DO IS KEEP A GOOD MAN AWAY!!!!
THAT WAS AN ASS HOLE MOVE ON HIS PART...SO MEAN!
I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER AND IM HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE S.D.s THAT ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT YOU:)
THANK YOU FOR SHARING.
SMOOCHIES***
thanks girls! I'm just feeling so weak and negative because I'm sick now...
ReplyDeleteGet better soon! As far as Ron, he seem a little selfish. You should try moving on or just seeing what's out there. You have lovely SD's who care about you, and at times that's a little hard to find :) Take care of yourself and hope you get better!
ReplyDeletethanks...Ron just asked me how I was doing...ha.
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