Are You Fucking Kidding Me

I received a long email from Mr. Long Island today.  My brand new main SD.  It started as;

"I got some bad news the other day". 

To make it short, things went bad in his business and now he can't afford me.  It ended like this;

"I had a wonderful time with you, and I like being with you a lot. Its the best I felt in years, I mean it. I have a lot of responsibilities though, and I have to be really careful the way the economy is right now. Things are not what they were last year. I'm so embarrassed to tell you this, especially after the week you had. I started writing this the other day, before you got sick. I had to wait until you were better before I could send it.  I hope we can figure something out, something that works for both of us. I really like you, and I  want to keep seeing you, so much, but if you are upset with me, I do understand. I'm so sorry, I don't usually do this, I like to keep my promises. When things get better, and I know they will, I will give you whatever you want, I promise! No man will ever treat you better.  Please tell me if we can work it out??... :( ".

Are you fucking kidding me?  We just met last Saturday.  I got sick on Tuesday.  So all of a sudden, during those 2 days (Sunday and Monday) things changed so dramatically now he is broke?  And what is it that he is suggesting?  Keep dating me for free until his business picks up?  I sent him a short text message; "I don't know how we can work it out.  What's on your mind?".  I haven't heard back from him.  I don't think he is making up a story but I'm not interested in dating a married man without any financial support.  What's the point?  What do I get out of it?  I really need money.  I guess I too am having the worst week like other sugar babies.... Vomiting for 2 days after food poisoning, followed by diarrhea, and on top of that I just got my period this morning, then my new SD kinda broke up with me only after a week...

I created a new profile on SA tonight.  I gotta act fast.  I can't believe I have to do the sugar search all over again.

N is out of town for another 2 weeks.

Ron got back to me last night and asked me how I was doing.  Better than nothing but still not happy with him.

Things are just not right lately!