Saturday, March 24, 2012

Prioritizing My SDs

I have been really busy with everything- mainly with work and family.  I also saw N twice this week.
Mr. G came over with the books I requested.  I know books are not expensive but I just don't like paying for them anymore.  Well gifts are always welcome on top of cash allowance :)  Mr. G may want to take me to California on his business trip one day.  We will see.  I wore that super cute and sexy outfit Mr. Long Island gave me last week.  He loved it.  I usually see Mr. Long Island on Saturdays but if Mr. G is available, he is my priority as he gives me much more allowance.  That's how it works in the sugar bowl.



I'm having lots of sex lately yet I feel like there's something missing.  I'm not satisfied.  Then I realized that I want Ron.  We actually talked yesterday...I leanred that his mom just had a surgery and had been very ill since.  Ron couldn't go to work for a while because he had to stay with her 24/7.  I had no idea.  We are not a couple, and we are not exactly dating either so he usually doesn't tell me much about what's going on in his life unless I ask him.  I hinted that I'm still interested in seeing him.  So did he.  I still think there's a good chance we will end up together... I can see myself married to him... Meantime I will distract myself with my SDs, Tom and N...

That fake pot who poofed on me 10 days ago sent me a text tonight; "thinking of you".  What the fuck.  Probably he tried the same tricks on other girls and didn't work so he decided to come back to me.  I don't think so.  I didn't respond.  What a loser.

2 comments:

  1. I think you should send Ron a card, offer to help, and send flowers, bring soup, help clean if you really want to be with him.

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  2. He is not home. he is never home. he is visiting his mom upstate. and mind you, we are not even dating.

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