New Sugary Journey

N came back to town only for one night again so he came over for a bit last night.  He worked extra hard in bed and it was really good and satisfying...yet I didn't think I could cum.  I was close though.  But I really wanted to reinforce his unusual, much appreciated effort in bed, so I faked it.  He was all happy saying it had been another year since he last made me cum.

The pot I turned down because he was kind of looking for a wife emailed me twice: "I'm not looking for a gf.  I'm looking for the 'girlfriend experience'.  I could help you with a monthly allowance and you could pretend and give me the 'girlfriend experience'".  I don't buy that.  He is definately looking for a girlfriend and even if I agree to "pretend" to be his girlfriend, he won't remember that it's not real.  He would call me all the time and there would be no boundary.  He was even asking if my family would like him!  I just can't find him attractive.  He is like an annoying chihuahua to me (he is my height; he is shorter than me when I wear heels).  He is someone I would never introduce to my family/friends!  He was asking for an exclusive relationship and added; "it's clear that we have chemistry".  Nope.  We don't.  I really need to be attracted to my SD somewhat.  I just can't do this.  I never replied back.

I talked to Mr. K briefly on the phone today.  He will take me out to another fabulous dinner tomorrow.  I like him and I want us to move forward smoothly.  I'm really excited about our new sugary journey ahead.  I can't wait to chill on his boat!