My Theory: He Was Fake

Mr. K poofed.  I'm surprisingly calm about this.  Probably because I just saw Tom 2 nights in a row and I felt so secure by his love and generosity.  Tom is kind of like my married boyfriend since summer.  I'm friends with his friends and they are friends with my friends too; so we have been publicly together for 7 months.  We genuinely love each other very much.  He is not my SD but he started helping me with my bills a few months ago.  He gave me $800 for my medical bills last night.  He is such an amazing person and makes me really happy... He is always sorry that he can't marry me but we make it work for now.  I feel so lucky to have him in my life.  Spending time with him reminded me how fortunate I was- that's why I remained calm when I realized that Mr. K played me.  He was acting really wealthy talking about how many cars he owned and such.  He was a total show off.  He was talking about our future (marriage, kids, etc).  He assured me he had no problem with my monthly allowance but I didn't get any yet.  He suggested that we went back to my apartment last time we saw each other.  I said no.  Next time.  He obviously didn't have my allowance on me that day.  I told him that he could come to my place after dinner next time and also asked him to bring me allowance then.  I was supposed to see him last night but never heard from him.  When I contacted him on Thursday, he mentioned that he really wanted to be with me last time (I assume he was talking about having sex with me), and couldn't see me this weekend because he had to wake up early next day.  What the fuck.  We usually meet at 6:30pm.  He could be home by 9pm if he wanted!  I told him that we already knew that he had to get up early the next day when we made the plan, and also asked him then when he wanted to see me next.  Never heard back from him. 
My theory is, he was trying to get laid for free.  He never planned to give me any money.  He wanted to continue seeing me for free as long as he could.  Now he knows that I won't sleep with him until he gives me my requested allowance so he poofed.  What a loser.  I guess it's a red flag when a guy shows off his assets or talks big about our future like how he wants to take me to Bahamas or wherever.

I had a lunch date with Mr. Long Island today.  He got me the most beautiful lingerie set from Frederick's of Hollywood.  He has an excellent taste!  The size is perfect too.  As of last time, he can't give me the whole allowance anymore but he is really sweet.  He is like a boyfriend; it feels like we are a couple.  We both work in the same field so I enjoy talking to him a lot about our business.

No new pots at this time.  I get mails from the same people who approached me a year ago.  Too many regulars on SA.  I will just take my time and wait for the right main SD to come along.  I will screen very carefully and will try to minimize wasting time on fake SDs.  Meantime I have great part-time SDs so I will be patient.  They are all great but of course I prefer being with one great SD who can give me minimum $2000 a month.

I have so much work tonight but I keep putting it off.... N just flew back in town so he will come over in one hour.  I didn't expect to see him this week.  What a perfect Saturday it is.