I had dinner with Tom tonight. I let him pick a place. He took me to a lovely Italian restaurant in West Village. We have been dating for a little over one year. He has been so good to me and our chemistry is undeniable. My amazing married boyfriend (not a SD). My family knows about him and he has met all my friends. We finished our dishes and over cappucchino, I was finally ready to talk about my current situation- "Matt" situation, that is. As I had expected, he was very understanding and he wished nothing but all the happiness for me. I could express all the concerns freely...getting everything off my chest. I was telling him how perfect Matt is, yet we don't seem to have what Tom and I have. Strong connection and instant chemistry. Tom told me that I should give it a chance, and if it doesn't work out I can always go back to him....how sweet of him to say such a thing... I feel like we bonded even more and stronger tonight. I feel comfortable enough with him to talk about my decision to look for a husband. I'm so thankful for having him in my life. I can trust him 100 % and it is really amazing to know that he will always have my back no matter what. He even wants to meet Matt soon so he can give me an opinion of him. And I know he will. I would appreciate his approval. We truly love each other and nothing will break us. We made out in his car, but he didn't come up to my place because he didn't think it was a good idea. We said I love you to each other and he drove off. I think we will sleep together next week though....well technically I'm still single.
Matt is playing fantasy football with his buddies tonight. I've heard of it, but I really don't get it...
Mr. G got us a fun hotel room on the west side for tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it. I'm still a sugar baby. I fully intend to enjoy the rest of my sugar life as long as I can.
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