From Breakup to BDSM

What can I say.  I'm a hopeless romantic.  So hopeless, literally.  Matt is gone.  Our short-lived romance is over.  I really don't know what happened.  He was so excited about our future.  He even told his family about me.  He asked me to come with him on his business trip overseas.  Then one day he disappeared.  I was completely caught off guard.  I was in shock and in depression for a while.

Slowly my life is getting back to normal.  I felt so much better after my boxing training today.

I saw Nick on Saturday.  I found him on CL about 2 years ago.  We have had an occasional, casual arrangement here and there since.  Similar to what I have with Jason.  I hadn't seen him over a year.  He had a girlfriend for a while.  We always have fun drinking wine, listening to music, watching movies, and of course having sex.  I had never slept over in his place in the past but I did this time.  My heart was totally broken because of Matt and I so needed a distraction.  Lucky me, distraction came with some cash.  I was supposed to spend the weekend with Matt, so my weekend was ruined but at least I made some money and I did have fun with Nick.

Oh yes I'm still a sugar baby.  Mr. P sent me a link to a porn yesterday.  He kind of hinted last time but now it confirms that he is a sub.  He is into BDSM.  I think I can be a great dom.  I have so much anger inside of me lately.  I really don't mind tying him up and hit him with my riding crop.  He has a business trip to Europe so probably we won't be able to get together for a while though.