"I Need You More Than You Need Me".

I had a quick dinner date with Mr. G.  Easy, relaxed and fun as always.  Again he asked me if I would keep seeing him if I had a boyfriend in the future.  He is really scared of losing me.  Good to know.  I always tell him I would never cheat on my future boyfriend or husband.  But yes, we can keep in touch and have lunch or dinner together once in a while.
Mr. G and I have a once-a-month arrangement so it was kinda friendly get together outside of our arrangement.  He gives me cash allowance when he comes over to my place.  When we meet for a quick dinner (less than 1 hour), he usually gives me gifts.  This time I asked him to buy me a 30-day unlimited ride MetroCard.  It costs $104 now in NYC.  I have to get that every month...it is kinda pricey to take subway every day here.  I will have one of my SDs buy that for me from now on.  Little things make me happy. Lol.

I said good bye to Mr. G, letting him think I'm going home, but I went West instead to meet up with Mr. P for our much anticipated first date at a gorgeous hotel lounge.  Right away I could tell that he was very wealthy.  He is a partner at a big investment company on Wall Street.  He was so charming and attractive, witty and funny...I was thinking that maybe I finally hit the jackpot in the sugar bowl.  He is the kind of SD who can buy me the world.  Before we moved up to the rooftop bar, he casually gave me an envelope and went to the bathroom.  I checked inside of the envelope quickly and found $500 cash.  I got a little nervous- wondering if he was expecting to have sex with me on our first date.  Well soon enough I learned that he had no intention of sleeping with me that night. 

The view from the rooftop was absolutely breathtaking.  Jazz was being played softly in the background.  It was such a romantic setting.  I told him that I felt like I was on the TV show, "the Bachlor", and he smiled.  I was all smiley and excited like a happy child.



"You are quite a catch.  You must have a lot of options.  Why me?"  I said.
"I need you more than you need me.  Trust me".  He said. 
He looked up at the gorgeous penthouse that was overlooking the rooftop and said, "That's my room.  That's where I'm staying tonight".  I was impressed.  Quite a planner.  
"I just want to show you my terrace.  Then I will put you in a cab".  So we went up to his room.

We made out in his huge terrace with the gorgeous Manhattan view behind us.  He told me that he needs someone who remembers which airport he is landing every week.  Someone who misses him while he is gone.  Yet someone who doesn't require much time from him.  He is still marrried but kind of separated.  I guess they have separated lives now.  Even though they still live together with their children, he travels all over the world all the time and he is hardly home.

His room was also gorgeous and I really wished I was staying overnight.  I went to see him with no expectation so I wasn't prepared for sleeping over.  I told him I wanted to lie on the bed for a minute; that of course turned into half hour making out session in bed.  I could feel that he was very hard.  I liked it.  Something to look forward to.  I really hate semi-hard dicks.

He walked me down and put me in a cab like he promised.  Gave me some more money for the cab.  Most likely he will get a hotel room again next week.  Then I will spend the night.