Monday, August 6, 2012

Broken Heart

No words from Mike since then.  That was expected.  I'm still an emotional wreck.  I blame Mike for ruining our possible future together.

The former pro athlete pot who disappeared on me sent me a message today.  There was a sudden death in the family and he was sorry for not getting back to me last week.  So I guess it's not over between us yet.  Maybe Mr. F had a very good reason for disappearing on me too.  Who knows.

DK SD and I are planning a fun overnight date for next week.  He is so annoying and not easy going when it comes to planning things...I can't help but show my annoyance.  I will put up with it while Mr. P is away on his business trip.  Can't wat to see him again...he is my dream SD.

My recent favorite: Lindt excellence 90% cocoa supreme dark chocolate.  Very low carbs and pretty tasty.  I just bought 99% cocoa supreme dark chocolate...let's see if it's still good.  I tried Baker's unsweetened baking chocolate.  Almost no carbs at all but hardly edible!!

3 comments:

  1. I always love to read your blog :) This guy Mike seems hurt or something, something mustve happened. but he still wants you around which is a great sign. maybe you could just hang out with him, so he can see that you're not liek going to punish him or something, you could hang out and have fun and not be mad, or if it's really bothering you then nicely lay everything on the line clearly asking if it's ok to talk, he'll tell you what's wrong and you can both say 'what would would really make me happy is...' you know? :) what've you got to lose? dont be sad :( or angry at him :( I love your blog bc you have several guys going at once and I admire it! xx

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  2. hey, that´s funny you have Lindt chocolate in the States as well. although I don´t like bitter dark chocolate... and you seem to be hardcore if you can take the 90% ones ;-) but they say the 70%+ cocoa ones really boost your happiness... so yeah, I think I will try one of those the next days as well lol.
    that´s really rude of mike... but I´m glad you have some distraction with the other SDs!
    A. <3

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  3. Mike doesn't live in NY...I had to wait for 3 weeks to see him, that's what made it even more upsetting. he may not come to NY unstil next year and he totally ruined it. I will move onto match.com very soon...
    I tried 99% cocoa chocolate today....not good!!! I will stick to 90% one!

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