Mr. G cancelled our date at the last minute on Friday. He apologized and asked if we could reschedule for Monday or Tuesday. I told him I could do either day and he said let's do Tuesday. It was supposed to be just a drink after work since we work close to each other. I really don't think he is aware that it is Valentine's day. He didn't say anything about it so I didn't bring it up either. It's not much of a big deal for me this year and I don't have other plans anyways so I will just show up and have a drink with him. It's not even a dinner date but whatever....I don't really care. We always have a good time and I expect extra allowance. On Valentine's day, Ron is working; Tom hasn't said anything about it even though I kept talking about Valentine's day...he kinda ignored it and had no comment on the topic (so rude...I'm ending it with him soon anyways); N doesn't do holidays/birthdays. Hmmm am I forgetting anyone else? There are some parties I'm invited to, but I don't think I will go. I have to get up early next morning.
N came over today. Putting all my emotions aside, it was exactly what I needed. We were holding each other tight like we really missed each other. Yeah I love this man so much, it won't be easy to let him go. But I will when Ron and I become an item officially in the future. I hope at least I get a "Happy Valentine's day" text message from Ron...
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