Thursday, February 16, 2012

Back On AM

Fuck I miss Mr. B.  Oh well.  When you sleep with someone every week for a while, you get attached to that person.  I keep thinking about the conversations and jokes we had...oh well, I can do nothing about it but move on.  I joined AM again.  Most guys there are bored and horny. Right away I received millions of private photos (mostly nude) and requests for my private photos.  I ignore them all.  If they are serious about becoming my sugar daddy, they should send me a message.  I never just give out my photo (I don't have any public photo in my profile).  Most of them don't even read my profile, which clearly states I'm looking for a sugar daddy.  I'm ready to have a new main SD again.  To me, main SD  means minimum $2000 monthly allowance, and we meet up 3-4 times a month.  I still have Mr. G and Jason but they are side SDs because I see them 1-2 times a month and they give me less allowance.

Probably I won't see Ron for another month or so...I miss him so much but I feel less guily seeing SDs because of his absence.

Tom is taking me to Jean-Georges tomorrow!  He wants to take me to somewhere special because he couldn't take me out on Valentine's day.  I couldn't stop smiling all day today.  He is not my sugar daddy but he has been acting like one for a while now.  He got me a vuitton bag for Christmas, been paying for my medical bills, fine dining every week, etc.  He takes good care of me.  How can I break up with this guy?  It's been great but I will have to break up with him eventually.  Tom is married yet possessive.  We have been dating for real so there is no monthly allowance; he gives me money when I need it for extra bills, but it's always awkward and can't ask for it too often...

4 comments:

  1. I had more luck on AM than SA or EM :)

    Good luck! <3

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  2. thanks senorita! I'm talking to some guys on AM now. we will see how it goes.

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  3. I think that you should keep him around until you find a steady S.D.
    then once that happens you should tell him that your starting to feel guilty for dating a married man. You dont want to reck his home and your starting to get to attached and you no that it cant go any farther then where it already is and feeling will only grow stronger, blah...blah...blah

    you know that spill they give us...like u knew what it was from the beginning...lol

    I make it my rule to not date men who are married and aent giving up the sugar on a monthly.
    I think its easier to detach from them easier...lol

    But you sound like he giving a little up and if your comfortable with that keep him...but dont get attached because u know he will never fully give u what u want.

    I hope that helps

    WHAT IS EM? Ive asked other babies and no one answers.lol

    SMOOCHIES***

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    1. EM is establishedmen.com. I like this site the best.
      I really like Tom and we make each other happy..it's getting harder and harder to end it but I will eventually especially after I find a real SD.

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