Sugary Winter Date

DK SD took me to a big sports shop yesterday.  I learned that he has been skating since he was little and he knows so much about skates.  He made me try on so many different pairs and it was really exhausting. I kept telling him I liked the first pair but he kept asking for more pairs for me to try.  I was so hungry and tired when he finally let me have the first pair I tried on.  We had planned for a romantic dinner but I was so tired I was ready to settle for any restaurant near by...but of course he made us walk around before we went back to the first restaurant we had picked.  He is really not easy going and it very often annoys me.  He also talks too much- too much crap and I often find myself not listening to him.  It just sounds like endless blah blah blah to me...
We actually ran into his coworker on the way.  I sensed right away that he didn't want him to know about us so I stayed back blending in with the crowd.  His coworker didn't notice me and left.  We usually hold hands when we walk together, but he was walking slightly ahead of me at that time because the street was so crowded.  But what would he have done if his coworker saw us holding hands?  He is still married but he and his wife sleep in separate bedrooms and they both know that they will get a divorce once their kids graduate from high school.  But it doesn't mean he can date on the side openly.  He is 100% sure his wife has a boyfriend on the side though.
We skated for about one hour after dinner.  It was so much fun.  I like ice skating. I was getting used to my new pair of skates.
Around 10:30pm, we dropped by his office to pick up his overnight bag.  We were sure that nobody would be there so joked about how we should have sex on his desk.  It was a fancy office in a fancy building in midtown.  When we went up there, we heard people laughing and we froze for a moment.  He thought about it and decided to take me to his room quickly and quietly.  We were in his office only for a few minute in the dark but someone passed by and DK got a little nervous but he said he could make up stories about me.
He spent the night at my place for the first time.  He is a good kisser but he is a little clueless in bed...it's a shame because he has a beautiful penis.  Big, straight, thick and hard.  He just doesn't know how to use it.  He was screaming nonstop into my ear "C'mon!!!!!! C'mon!!!!!! Cum for me!!!!!!" from the very beginning to the end.  Does he really think that helps?  I was totally turned off and annoyed and I didn't have energy to coach him so I just stayed quiet and wished it was over soon.
Around 2:30 AM, I was asleep and he got hungry.  Later I found out that he went to the kitchen and found a box of cookie mix.  He mixed it with water and ate the dough (it's supposed to be mixed with water and egg.  Then bake!).  How odd is that??  I had so much food in my fridge too- yogurt, bread, fruits, chicken nuggets, cereal, etc....yet he decided to open the box of cookie mix and eat it raw?  I'm really liking him less and less... He had an early meeting so he left before I woke up. 
His ex-sugar baby needs more surgeries/treatments and asking him for more money.  That will so affect my future allowance.

It is December and I haven't heard from CA SD since early November.  I didn't get half of October's allowance and November's allowance.  I'm wondering if it's officially over between us and also wondering if it's because of my blog...maybe he found it somehow and read it.  I'm always terrified of people I know finding my blog.

I'm talking to 2 guys from seekingmillionaire.com.  One is kinda dull and one sounds like a player.  I may delete my account soon.

Ron and I are going out tomorrow night finally!!  I'm super excited and even bought a new dress.  I sent his photo to my friends and told them he is my future husband.  Hahaha.  I'm pretty sure I will spend the night at his place....and I remember how amazing he was in bed last time!!