I had lunch with DK SD today. As I requested, he brought me a Nikon Coolpix S8200! I wasn't sure if he was really going to buy me that camera, so I was very happy :) In return, I gave him a blueberry cake I baked this morning. That was a surprise for him and he really loved it. I think the fact I acutually woke up early and baked just for him made him really happy (I almost burned it because it was in the oven while I was taking a shower...).
We had the longest lunch because he talked soooo much as usual. I really hate it every time he keeps talking to me and he doesn't let me look at the menu for about 40 min...waitress keeps coming back so many times and he still doesn't get the hint. And he keeps saying, "Oh, you just want me to order for you?" and I keep saying, "No, I want to look at the menu". Yet he never ever ever shut up. So after 40 min or so I just need to ignore him and look at the menu. How annoying. I'm sure all the customers and waiters were thinking, "Oh that poor girl...". He was loud and talking literally nonstop for over 2 hours. I hardly spoke. After 2 hours I told him I needed some fresh air. I was getting dizzy listening to the DK show.
It was such a lovely warm day so we took a walk to the near park. He got me a cup of coffee and we sat down. He talked some more while he tried my cake. I was less dizzy because I was sitting next to him on a bench....sitting across from him, face to face in the restaurant and listening to the motormouth for 2 hours was such a torture. We were in the park for about 40 min, and I told him I had to go back to work. He walked me to the subway and gave me half of my monthly allowance. We made out a little. His kisses were not bad. He told me that he was falling in love with me. And I'm secretly planning to dump him next month. Oh boy, it will be difficult. He always gets me great gifts, but there is no chemistry between us (I'm sure he thinks otherwise, lol), and I feel like he is too much work... A quick text message here and there is fine but he writes me the longest emails every day. Well he is supposed to buy me a new bikini also, so I may try to break up with him after that.
Mr. B and I email each other throught the day every day. We are like a couple now. I feel like I have a boyfriend. I hope our relationship lasts for a long time.
Ron can't see me before Christmas...I'm super busy too but I wanted to give him a Christmas gift, which he doesn't know about. It's still very weird to mix sugar dating and regular dating, but Ron is still my number one interest among all the guys I have in my life.
N came back to town. I haven't seen him in a while. I'm a little bit afraid to see him now...I'm doing good without obsessing over him for the first time in 3 years. I don't want to go back there. But not totally ready to end things between us just yet. I will be finally ready when Ron becomes my boyfriend.
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