Sugary Couple

Mr. B and I went on a dinner and movie date yesterday.  His family was out of town so he had all night to spend with me.  We were holding hands, kissing, giggling...we totally looked like a regular couple.  It was natural and comfortable.  After a brief introduction and agreement on allowance, now we are a sugary couple officially.  So easy and fast.  Since I started sugar dating more than a year ago, I'm more comfortable and relaxed on sugar dates.  I never have to wonder if he likes me, if he will see me again, if it's ok to be affectionate so soon...  In sugar dating I assume, of course he likes me, of course he will call me, of course he wants me to touch him always.  In real dating, I constantly wonder if he likes me as much as I like him.  I often drive myself crazy thinking, will he call me again?  Will he see me again?  Should I wait until he texts me first?  I'm nervous especially if I like the guy so much. 
For example, Ron and I were texting each other 2 days ago.  My last text was "I miss you".  That was the last text message in our texing conversation and I haven't heard back from him since.  I'm still totally bummed.  That was the first time I said anything like that to him too.  I certainly don't want to look desparate.  I don't want him to think I like him more than he likes me either.  I don't want to drive myself crazy over Ron anymore so I will just distract myself with sugar dating for now...

Mr. B took me to a very popular Greek restaurant.  Food was amazing.  We had a bottle of Chardonnay.  Then we went to see Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol.  We held hands throughout the whole time and that was nice.  I think I'm more of a girlfriend to him than a sugar baby.  After the movie, we went back to my place.  We made love and talked a lot...I learned that he always liked older women in general...interesting.  He stayed until 1 AM and I was really tired and sleepy.  So I didn't bring up my preference on the allowance receiving terms.  He left some cash again on the night stand.  I really don't want to receive money per meeting.  I want the whole amount at once or twice a month.  Maybe I will email him on that....since I'm somehow too shy to ask for it in person.