We did it

Jason and I finally had successful sexual intercourse today.  I found out every time he sees me, he makes up a story to leave the office for a few hours, like a dentist appointment or meeting with a contractor.  That's cute. Haha.  We were making out and caressing each other for a while in the beginning.  He was relaxed yet excited- he was very hard.  He actually did a good job making me cum by touching me in all the right places and in the right ways with some guidance.  I gave him a condom then he got nervous like the last time.  He was getting soft again.  I stroked his covered penis while making out with him for a while.  Then he was not rock hard but hard enough to penetrate me.  He didn't last long but we finally had sex!  He was happy and satisfied.  It sounds weird but I was happy for him, like a proud mother...
He is now so into me, he talked about flying me to his vacation house in Florida for one weekend.  I wondered if he could be my real sugar daddy with monthly allowance.  Maybe.  He can't see me often though...He gives me cash per meeting so far. 

Ron wanted to take me to a show (don't know which one since it was a surprise) this Saturday but it's my best friend's birthday so I had to take a rain check....totally sucks.  I haven't seen him in 2 months but he is my boyfriend/husband in my head already...I'm sure we will find time to get together next week since he will be done with school finally this week.  I really want it to work between us.  I think it's ok to keep my sugar life (and N) until he officially becomes my boyfriend.  We are just dating now.  So it's not cheating.