Putting all my negative feelings and emotions aside, I enjoyed every moment with N this morning. He just flew back in last night. We didn't have any pattern in bed for the first 3 years, but now we kind of do... We just get better and better at pleasuring each other in specific ways. We know what works and what doesn't. I let him cum inside of me today since I'm expecting my period in the next few days. Since we don't use condoms, I'm always counting my period cycle. We don't have sex on my unsafe days. I let him know if it's my safe day so he can cum inside of me. He never wants to have a baby. He knows I do. I guess he still trusts me 100 %....he always believes me, not that I ever lied about my cycle. It would be so easy to get pregnant if I wanted to.
After he left, I was feeling relaxed, content and peaceful. I was happy.
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