He Could Be The One

I emailed Mr. E to cancel our date and also let him know that it was not going to work.  I explained that I need either a sugar daddy who can offer me a more serious financial support, or a serious relationship that can lead to a marriage.  He is married and looking to have fun without supporting a girl financially.  He emailed me back saying that it's too bad I didn't discuss with him first and $2000 was not too much and wished me good luck finding a sugar daddy.  Yeah right.  After taking his time and thinking hard, all he could offer was $500.  Now I'm gone, $2000 wasn't a problem?  All talk, no action.  Get the fuck ouf of my face.

I went on a third date with Ron last night. We met 2 months ago, and we had never even kissed yet.  He is a regular guy, work related, NOT sugar related.  He is not rich like all the other guys around me, but I feel very comfortable with him, and something tells me that he is so right for me.  He always plans in details and pays attention to every little thing whenever we are together.  I really love it when guys can think ahead.

We had dinner at a romantic Italian restaurant he picked.  I wore a super sexy dress and high heels, unlike the previous times when I was dressed a lot more conservative since I wasn't sure how I felt about him.  I was finally sending him clear signals that said I wanted him.  I'm warming up to the ideas of marrying a middle class guy... Ron is tall, fit, good looking and has great manners. Smart, funny and sweet.  We can just talk about anything forever.  I can just see myself be with him for real.  He is not a celebrity, he doesn't own a private jet, but he and I could have a happy, normal life together.  I'm really getting tired of a crazy life style with sugar daddies and secret affairs.

After dinner, we went to a lounge for drinks.  I sent him more signals there- I asked him to rub my legs because I was cold.  As we were walking back to his car, we held hands for the first time.  I felt like I was back in high school.  Hahaha.  He asked me if I wanted to see his place.  I think I said yes before he finished his sentence..lol.  I was so tired and sleepy once we got to his place, so I asked him if I could sleep over in his place.  He gave me a T-shirt to wear and stepped outside of the bedroom for me to change.  From the very beginning, he had been a complete gentleman, so I wasn't so sure if we would end up doing anything.  But I could tell that he would be great in bed because he was always so attentive and caring in general.  We got in bed, lights out.  He turned to me and started kissing me.  I was very nervous because I wasn't sure if I was up for a real relationship again.  My last serious relationship ended about 2 years and half ago.

Ron was a great kisser.  He was actually amazing and too good at everything in bed.  I actually started wondering if he was a male escort secretly on the side (not that I have any experience with a professional...).  His body was fit and beautiful.  We did it again in the morning.  Not a quickie, but started with a long foreplay.  He was like my fantasy come true.  The kind you fantasize about when you masturbate. He was too good...too skilled.  It really made me wonder how often he was having sex...I was given the impression that he had been single for a long time. But that's hard to believe now.  He dropped me off and drove off to work.  Hmmm are we officially dating now?  I'm not sure.  I will see how it goes while I keep seeing my sugar daddy and N.