DK SD and I finally came to an agreement on the terms of our arrangement. $500 allowance for once a month arrangement. Fine. We will meet for lunch tomorrow to discuss & plan our first night together, which we plan to do one day this week. He still emails & texts me every day so it really doesn't seem like once a month arrangement....he really seems like a lot of work. It should be more than $500 if I continue to give him such emotional supports through emails on a daily basis, but we will see how it goes. After this week, I will see him only once a month. He is not a bad guy. I'm curious how he is in bed, but I'm not too worried....I truly believe nobody can be any worse in bed than my CA SD! (and I still like CA SD as a person and we have a great relationship).
N is in and out of town...I don't even remember where he is today. I think he is on the West coast? I'm really sexually frustrated and craving for N.
I haven't seen Ron in 2 weeks. I'm losing a bit for him. Now I feel like I should keep my options open and look for new guys...starting all over. I miss being in a relationship and having a boyfriend. My last real relationship was before N. It feels like such a long time ago.
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