Miscommunication

Lawyer SD's cell phone was malfunctioning and he wasn't receiving any of my texts/emails for 2 days.  Meanwhile he was pissed off at me thinking I was flaking on him just like his former SB and I was furious because I thought I was being stood up...  Finally he called me one hour before we were supposed to meet up (place was never confirmed) and we learned that it was just a miscommunication/misunderstanding due to his broken phone.  I was still willing to meet up since I was all ready and dressed up, but he wanted to postpone; he didn't exactly say it but that was because he was still way too upset and was unable to calm down in time (kinda immature and too emotional...).  He sent me a very nice apology email one hour later, saying that he had some sucking up to me to do (lol).  He said he would bring me partial allowance for April next week.  It will be May already next week and we only met once in person but he really should give me something for April next time...and I expect the full May allowance after that.

I'm flying to Chicago in 2 days to join Dr. K (a potential future hubby) on his business trip.  I just got my period today.  Damn.  It will be a bit awkward for our first time but he is a doctor...it shouldn't bother him?  Hahaha.

The total amount of my sugar money in April is the worst in my sugar history (I think)!!  Now I'm really counting on lawyer SD.

Marriage is overrated.  Sex is underrated.  I need to have good sex at least once a week.  N is out of town.  Sometimes I wonder what other people are doing about sex if they are single or trapped in a bad marriage/relationship.  I don't think I can live without sex.  Or is that something you get used to...if you don't have sex for a long time?