I have been feeling down a bit.
N is out of town. It still hurts that he doesn't want me officially even though he can't live without me. Still the love of my life but it brings me misery at the same time.
Justin. He has been ignoring me. It really hurts my feelings. I'm willing to stay friends (or become friends) with him if he ever bothers texing me back.
Ron. I don't even remember the last time I saw him. That was when we made love for the first time (and he was amazing in bed as well as his body). We text each other almost every day. I'm still interested in our potential future together.
Mr. D. My former and official first sugar daddy. I hear from him once in a while. He invited me to Atlantic City this weekend. I wish I could go but I'm going out of town with my family. He is still the love of my sugar life.
CA SD is fading away. I really need money but if he doesn't come back, I may quit being a sugar baby and focus on having a real relationship with a real boyfriend. I can never tell my future boyfriend/husband about my past sugar life. It feels wrong but it's too late. It is done.
DK SD. I guess I will keep seeing him as long as he can come up with my allowance. Not a bad guy and we always have a good time. I hope he can take me shopping again but because his former SB spent all his money, it may not happen for a while. Sucks.
Trader guy from seekingmillionaire.com. We spoke on the phone for over one hour yesterday. We had a great conversation but when I asked him if he wanted kids, he said maybe. Maybe is not good enough for me. I definately want kids and that's not negotiable. He also said he wanted a dog. I love dogs but not in my house.
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