Yes!! Now officially I have a new SD!! I met California SD for lunch today. This Spanich restaurant he chose on the West side was really fabulous. He was older, shorter and chubbier than I had expected but he was really nice and sweet. We had a great conversation and enjoyed our meals. He made me feel relaxed and comfortable. I leaned that he is a pilot and has a private jet! He will fly us somewhere in the future!! How fabulous and exciting! I was expecting my period today and I was already feeling it coming down.. So I told him that if we don't do it today, we won't be able to do it until next week. Lol. So we decided to go back to my place after lunch. To be honest...sex wasn't really good...but I guess I could work with it..maybe it will get better. I hope! He gave me $1000 today- since we didn't plan this, that's all he had on him. I'm seeing him tomorrow again so he will give me $500 then. He wants to give me an allowance in the beginning and at the end of the month. So I guess he will give me another $1500 before he goes back to California in August.
Finally I'm all set. I have a stable SD now. I'm a little bit disappointed that he is not somebody I could possibly fall in love with. We get along well and have a great time together but I don't find him attractive. Maybe it's better this way so there will be no drama...no crazy emotions. Things got a little messy with Mr. D because we were falling for each other. Mr. D is so damn attractive and charming! I'm still not over him. Damn it. He still emails me every day. If we are not getting back together, what's the point of staying in touch? It's not like I want to cut him off completely either...I don't know what to do.
CA SD and I are planning a fun date outside of bed tomorrow. He wants to go out and do all kinds of things with me besides sex. That is a great thing! I'm sure we will have so much fun together.
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