I finally met FL SD last night. I took a cab to his hotel and he opened the door for me and paid the driver as he promised. What a gentleman. First of all, he was very tall- 6'5!! I was wearing my highest heels so we didn't look too funny together. He gave me a quick tour of the hotel then we took a short cab ride to this fancy restaurant in SoHo. It was so pretty and food was great but their AC wasn't working at all!! It was like 100 degrees outside and no AC in this upscale restaurant?! I was really sweating and finally I had to put my hair up during the dinner. My hair was getting wet from sweating. So after dessert, we moved to another bar. We talked a lot about business there- I learned a lot about how to start a business, befenits of owning your own company, etc... I work for a firm now but I want to set up my own company in 2 years or so. He was really shy and didn't make any move all night. We didn't even talk about our future, arrangement nor relationship... And I learned that he flew to NY on his way to GA just to see me! He didn't have any business to do in NY at this time.
We left the bar and he kind of stood there on street- I knew he wanted to kiss me but he was so shy...he looked nervous and paused for a second. So I leaned in a little and so did he..and we kissed. Then we walked a block and passed the hotel. We stopped walking. Awkwardly he said; "Well..I hope to see you soon again...". I knew he liked me a lot and he flew in just for me, so I wanted to entertain him more. I assumed he was too shy to invite me to his room. So I said; "Or you could invite me in?" He said ok, and so we went back to his room. He was still awkward and not making a move. I sat next to him on the bed. He looked nervous. It was a little before 11pm. Randomly I asked him; "When is your birthday?" He answered; "July 24th". I was like; "24th? What's today?" He said; "23rd..". It was his birthday in one hour!! I laid down next to him and told him that I wasn't leaving before midnight. We talked for a little while, then finally he started kissing me. By midnight, we were having sex. He was certainly the tallest man I had ever slept with, but actually it wasn't that different..height doesn't matter in bed, I guess. I was afraid that his dick would be giant also but it was normal :) We slept holding hands.
I was getting worried in the morning...it is my fault...I didn't bring up the arrangement/allowance topic. Now it was kinda too late and too awkward to ask for money. It was my idea to come up to his room. Of course he was too shy to bring up such a topic. As he was leaving $20 on the table for the maid, and tipping the hotel guy who got us a cab, I was strongly hoping that he would tip me too! But that didn't happen. He dropped me off on his way to the airport. Am I stupid? Ugh... I can only hope he will start a monthly allowance next month.
I'm having dinner with Mr. D tomorrow. We exchanged a lot of emails over the weekend. He told me that his family will be out of town this week. First we were saying it is a shame that we are not taking advantage of the situation. Finally he gave in and decided to take me home to his house after dinner! He has a pool so he told me to bring a bathing suit. But he said he can't promise..well we will see what happens tomorrow.
Even though I told N that I was going out and woudn't come home until very late but he was waiting for me until 1 am last night. We have been trying to see each other every day lately. I had time today but he didn't. He wants to see me tomorrow but I have to work all day then I'm going to see Mr. D at night. We were both getting annoyed and he said he was waiting for me all night last night. I had told him that I was busy yesterday..then I got really upset...I was assuming that he can't see me tonight because he is seeing his girlfriend. I emailed to him; "Obviously I'm not your priority and I'm just your secret one hour affair in your office so I can't work around your schedule". And I started crying hard. He is the only person who makes me cry..usually alone at home though.. Then he suggested we talk on skype. We never skyped before. I told him that I was just crying so I didn't look good...I didn't even have a makeup on and my hair was a mess. He told me not to worry...I quickly put on lipstick and did eyebrows as I opened skype. I was happy I had eyelash extensions! Now my eyes are pretty 24 hours :) Ok..so of course he was in his office and I realized he wasn't with his girlfriend tonight...but that wasn't the point. I was upset that I'm not his girlfriend and never will be. Yet I'm always trying my best to accomodate him and he makes me feel bad when I can't see him. He said I looked good on skype. I practiced on angles when I talked to mom on skype recently.. I couldn't really explain why I can't see him tomorrow night. I said I was going to Long Island and may stay over there. I sounded so shady... He said he has been so busy working until 1 am every night, but needs to see me before he goes on a business trip on Wednesday. He wants to come over tomorrow morning. He has never done it before. I do appreciate his efforts. He wants to show that he does care about me and he tries hard to be with me. He wants me to know that I am important to him.
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