Sugary Days

Mr. P had to cancel our date because a last minute business trip came up that day.  Bummer.  I was already dressed up and everything.  But I ended up having dinner with my old girl friends and we had a great time catching up so my night wasn't wasted.

I was supposed to meet another pot this week but that didn't happen.  Hopefully next week.  I talk to him the most...he used to be a professional athlete then a famous coach.  He sounds like a  nice guy and I know we will get along really well.

Second date with Mr. F tomorrow.  My place.  We will have sex for the first time.  For some reason I have been so horny today so I'm actually looking forward to our date tomorrow.  Last time he told me that he loves black lingerie.  He would love my thigh-high stockings but it's way too hot for them now.

Oh..the other day, I got so drunk and called Mike.  I never call him.  We usually text to each other.  I'm not sure he could tell I was drunk, but I was saying so many things I would never say when I'm sober!  I was telling him things like, "I thought we had something special going on", "my friends were asking if you were my boyfriend", "I will not wait for you forever", "I will not get attached to someone who may never move back to NY", "I thought you were serious about moving back here", blah blah blah.  I don't think I got much answer from him...or was I too drunk to remember what he was saying...damn, what did he tell me?  All I remember is that he is coming to NY next weekend.  And Mr. F will be in California that weekend, so it's just perfect.  Honestly I can't afford to date him for real right now as he is far from being successful...but I do miss him a lot and I feel like a happy normal girl with a boyfriend of my age when I'm with him.  It's just lots of fun.

Mr. Long Island was getting so impatient that I'm almost never free on Saturdays anymore.  Well, that's because he is not my priority.  There are other more important men I have to see on Saturdays now.  So he decided to leave work early and come see me on Sunday.  We will see.