Guest, Guest, Guest...

I just had 3 out-of-town guests in my place.  My girlfriend is still staying with me talking my ear off... Mike's visit was totally unexpected.  We had been friends for 2 years and never really dated.  After he moved to another state a year ago, we hardly kept in touch but every time he came to town, he would contact me.  We actually ended up hanging out all together with my friend and his friend every day while he was in town.  We had so much fun and we had sex for the first time, right before he left town.  He had wanted me for so long but I was never interested in him in the past.  I saw such amazing qualities in him this time and found myself just drawn to him over the weekend... This is exactly what happened to me and Dr. K 3 months ago.  Dr. K and I had been friends for 2 years, he moved away, we got together and I found love and passion for the first time.  They are both about 4 hours away from NYC, and both trying to move back to NYC.  They are very different from one another and each guy has qualities the other one doesn't have.
Everything was great between Dr. K and I until last week...now I started noticing his flaws.  He came down to NYC for a day for work yesterday.  We only had a couple of hours together but I couldn't help but focus on the negatives.  I also felt guilty seeing him because of Mike.

I'm so confused and not sure what to do with these guys.  I want to take time and see where it's going with each of them...I don't want to make any wrong decisions.  They may not move back to NY after all.

As for Ron...he is out of the picture pretty much.  It has been moving way too slow for me and now I realize we don't really have anything in common.  It took me nearly 1 year to see that?  He is certainly off my future husband list.

I feel like I'm on "The Bachelorette" lately.  Lol. 

I have been neglecting Tom- my married boyfriend.  I feel bad.  I will have to end it soon though...

N.  I knew he would come back to me eventually, but not in 5 days....  We broke up last Monday, he promised he would never contact me again.  I was giving him about 10 days this time, but he started emailing me on Saturday already.  He asked me if I would like to see him.  I told him that I needed an explanation- why he needs to see me other than for sex.  He needs to show me that he truly cares about me.  Why is it so hard for him to admit and tell me that I'm important to him, that he can't live without me?

Mr. G and I are planning to have a hotel room date next week.  He is the only stable SD I have at the moment...looks like I will have to survive on his allowance only for a while.