I had a few job interviews this week. It had been a long time since I went on a job interview, but I was not nervous at all. I was pretty confident and I think it went really well each time. Thanks to the sugar dating, I think I have developed great interview skills.
I have informed my SDs about my career change. Are they afraid that I will stop seeing them? Are they thinking that they don't have to give me much allowance any longer because I will start making money? I'm not sure. It will be difficult for me to keep them all. Especially Mr. G and Jason because I usually see them during the day on weekdays only. I will be working 9-5, as early as next week. Not sure about anything just yet, but I intend to keep Mr. B. He is my main SD and I usually see him on the weekend. If it's during the week, it's always in the evening. I will expect everything to stay the same between Mr. B and I.
Mr. D called me today. He was my first official SD from last year and the best SD ever. We were in love. No other SD will ever top him! Since we broke up last summer, we didn't really keep in touch because he was working on his marriage, supposedly... He was staying in the same hotel on the central park south tonight. He missed me so much. He kind of asked me back...I said yes without hesitation. It was like he was trying to fight off temptation...he said realistically he couldn't find the time and he would feel bad because he could never give me what I wanted -marriage and children (well I don't want those things with him but he thinks I do? lol). I almost went to see him tonight but we were both exhausted so we decided not to get together tonight. We talked for a while. Yes he wants me back and he will try to find ways for us to get together. We will see. He was my prince charming and I was head over heels for him. We had such an intense romance...
Ron finally texted me today after missing for more than 10 days. He said he was very sick. I don't think we are still dating but I'm pretty sure he will ask me out on another date soon. But seriously...if we see each other every 6 weeks or so, that is not a relationship. But I still really really like him so I will keep seeing him as long as he keeps asking me out.
N is still overseas.
I saw this young guy <P> for coffee today. Second time meeting him. He is younger than me but very very successful working in finance. I may let him take me out for dinner this weekend. He seems to like me a lot but not sure how I feel about him...he could be my boyfriend if I wanted him to be, but I want to get to know him better... It's just that he is so young and I'm looking for a serious relationship that leads to marriage only. He has a condo in midtown and wants to spoil me. It's just that he seems to be a sugar daddy type and I'm afraid he will cheat on me with younger girls some day.
I can understand your hesitation when it comes to the younger man because you have that insight that most women don't...but I think the reality of it all is you have that insight that most women don't...lol. What I mean by this is that we as S.B. hear why, and where these women go wrong, so we have a higher chance I believe for that not happening to us. I think that you should give the guy a chance if you believes he's deserving of your love (sound so good I had to say it twice..lol).
ReplyDeleteBut, always keep a spare for the spare..maybe even two..That was the advice my grandmother always gave me before she died.
There are good men still out there..the problem is being able to recognize them when you see them & appreciating how they are able to love you.
Have you tried S.A. other site seeking millionaire.com?
Stay positive real love will come your way when you least expect it to...if you rush it, or force it then it may not be right.
Yes, I agree with you that the sugar bowl is great way to give you confidence. I still get a little nervous when meet a Pot. but it quickly leaves once on the date.
I don't think that you should look at it like dating because you'll always get hurt ( I don't want that)...treat it like it is and if it evolves to more then the sugar bowl then make sure I get an invite to your wedding :)
sugar dating is very different from regular dating. it's a casual version of dating and there's no future, that's why it should be all about fun and financial support...I don't think I will ever marry a SD! it's not real after all. it's sugar dating.
DeleteI mainly used SA in the beginning. it worked for me. never tried millionaire.com.