I was hungover all day yesterday. Not a good way to start a new year. I found photos on my camera I didn't remember taking. I saw text messages I didn't remember sending. I hadn't partied like that since my birthday 7 months ago. I got an email from Mr. B. Basically he was apologizing finally and wanted to make it up to me. "There might have been a misunderstanding on what we agreed on". Ha. How was that a misunderstanding? It was a clear question (are you ok with $2500 monthly allowance?) and a clear answer (that's not a problem) before we met up. Anyways, he said he wanted to give me some money and I didn't have to do anything, and I never had to see him again if I didn't want to. I said ok.
I was a little nervous meeting him again. I didn't know how to react. He had caused me so much emotional distress. So he came over today and we had a small talk and kinda avoided the topic for a while. He was acting like he wanted to kiss me. It was like the good times again. We were very happy when we were together. So we started kissing. He said he was sorry and told me that he wanted to keep seeing me. I asked him how he could help me financially. He said he can give me $300-$400 per meet (believable) and will make sure I get $2000 monthly (not so believable). Well we will see about that. He brought me $420 today. We had sex. It was better than ever. We usually have dinner also but he had to leave. I wonder if he really had to go or he can't afford dinners anymore because of my allowance.
I do have mix feelings about taking him back. I won't trust him anymore. I won't count on him either. I guess I will have to see how it goes. I haven't found a new main SD yet anyways.
He sounds like drama... All of these men are just drama... I'm going through this with one of my Pots... Drama drama drama... It's a new year chicka... Let's move on to men who'll do as they say...
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^^^ I agree, it sounds like he's playing games. If he acted dumbfounded after agreeing to the allowance then he really doesn't want to commit to it. Keep him around and see how it goes, but keep on searching.
ReplyDeleteI never liked bull. I like clarity even in a 'grey area' type of lifestyle as is this sugar world. Clarity is a good thing coming form men and women. Unfortunatley I have met so few Sb's who can offer that.
ReplyDeleteI guess you are experiencing the male version of this.It looks like you develop feelings for these guys, sometimes..
I'm exhausted with everything in so many ways... I will keep him as long as he gives me what he promised, but will keep on searching for the perfect SD! I miss my first official SD, Mr. D. He really was perfect.
ReplyDeleteHe is full of bullshit. He just wants to get p***y and not have to do the arrangement. I think you should make the guys chase you, and work hard for the goodies. I hear what you're saying, but if you give it up like in this post (after all the drama and I bet you were pissed off), why wouldn't he do it again ("Oh I thought we liked each other", etc)?
ReplyDeleteDon't do pay for play, you will keep putting yourself in this position again. You're worth more than that. :)
"Don't do pay for play, you will keep putting yourself in this position again. You're worth more than that. :) "
ReplyDeleteI agree. she's keeps doing play for pay and frankly this blog is sounding more escortish than sugar baby.
These man do all sorts of stupid crap and yet you still sleep with them and not even for decent amounts of money either.. I dont get it.
sometimes I think I'm in between a sugar baby and an escort. that's just me. obviously not everybody understands my lifestyle or agree with. that is exactly why I keep everything private from my personal friends and I started this blog as a safe place for me to let it all out. I have ended with DK SD already, and Mr. B is on probation.
ReplyDeleteHey girlie. I didn't mean to sound like I was bashing you- in now way did I mean that or sound like I was judging you. I was just trying to say that from your posts it sounds like you do want a stable sugar daddy and not clients. I know how it feels to deal with guys who think they can forget about being a sugar daddy because we like each other. I think there has to be a sound agreement on both ends and follow through, if not let them go. I sincerely believe you deserve more than that- you put a lot of time and effort on your behalf and they expect so much from you but you get little from them, if you wan to be a sugarbaby. But if you want to be an escort, things do change a little. Regardless of that, I just want to say that what you made last year from the sugar world was great! Not many girls can say that. Don't give up yet girlie :)
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