Successful Breakups

Finally I did it!  I ended with Mr. P and Mr. G successfully and peacefully.

I had been avoiding Mr. P for a while and showed pretty much no interest in him.  He texted me yesterday to tell me that he thinks I have no time/interest in seeing him for the moment at least due to my busy work schedule (which had been my excuse not to see him), but willing to stay friends.  Perfect!  I apologized for having been so busy and agreed to stay friends.  Done!!

I wanted to have dinner with Mr. G tonight but he couldn't make it so later I sent him text messages.  I told him that we should just become friends for a couple of reasons.  First, we had a couple of condom mishaps in the past; I can't keep taking risks any longer.  Second, I want to focus on a real relationship now.  I didn't tell him that I already have a boyfriend.  Let him assume I want to start looking for a real boyfriend...  He was sad but understood.  He knew that was coming at some point.  We agreed to stay friends and have dinner together sometimes, and I meant it.  He has been not only a SD but a great friend to me for over a year.  He genuinely cares about me and I like spending time with him.  I work only 2 blocks from his home so we will get together once in a while for sure :-)

I'm running out of cash and that scares me a little, but I will get a raise and benefits from work next month, and Sean will start paying some of the bills as well, so I should be ok...  Most likely I will keep getting some sugar from Mel and Mario a/k/a Rebecca from time to time though.