Still A Little Bit Of Sugar...

I haven't broken up with my SDs yet.  I have been meaning to, but I have been so busy and I just keep postponing it.  Mr. G and I had dinner at a cool restaurant the other day but I couldn't bring up the topic.  Now he wants to come over next week.  I meant to text him today to tell him that now I have a boyfriend and we need to end our sugary relationship.  But I didn't get to it.  I have been so busy getting ready for the holidays.

Mr. P is just annoying.  I have been so distant yet he just won't go away.  We have no friendship between us, like Mr. G. and I.  Mr. P is always all about himself and never shows any interest in my life or whatsoever.  He is very rich and not bad looking but can't imagine anyone would want to date him for who he is.  He is not a bad person but he is into himself too much.  I know Mr. G and I will keep in touch and have dinner together once in a while, but there's no reason keeping in touch with Mr. P.

I saw Mel the other night.  I was determined to end things with him that night.  He has been my friend for over 10 years and once a employer.  Last time I had a boyfriend, he was genuinely very happy for me and we stayed friends.  He has been a good SD whenever I'm single.  So it wasn't hard at all to tell him about Sean.  He was happy for me but wanted to get intimate one last time.  I said no.  He gave me dresses from his company and we had drinks.  He kept asking and asking and begging and begging.  Finally I got so tired of him begging and agreed to a hand job...but I made it clear to him; absolutely no kissing, no blow job, no sex.  Well I was very happy with my regular allowance from him.

I kinda miss meeting up with executive SDs at upscale hotel bars.  It was sexy, glamorous and exciting.  I'm so grateful that nothing terrible or dangerous ever happened to me in the sugar world.