So Happy I Don't Need A Label (But I Still Need Some Sugar!)

I have been pretty busy playing the wifey role...kind of.  Sean and I have been happily together for a few weeks now.  I no longer use eHarmony.  Sean is only 2 years older than me and we have a lot in common.  eHarmony did a great job matching us!  He is everything and more than I had wished for.  He is like a best friend I'm attracted to.  We work in the same field so we text each other all day telling each other small things that happen at work.  We have been all over town, going everywhere and doing everything in NYC.  I have been cooking a lot for him too.  I'm totally being myself around him...it's really easy and comfortable to be with him.  It's been so long since I felt this comfortable with anyone.  There is neither drama nor games in this relationship.  It's been just great and amazing.  I'm so happy I don't have the need to define and label what we have.  It's good enough to know that we are on the same page.

Sean is successful but it doesn't mean he gives me cash.  Of course not!  He is my boyfriend (well, will be soon), not a sugar daddy.  He doesn't know how much I make.  So that's a problem at the moment.  I have cut down a lot on the sugary activities lately but I still need some financial support on the side.  I'm sending out my resumes now so I may be able to move up to a bigger firm soon.  Sean has been a great help and teaching me a lot about this career.  I may get out of the sugar bowl this year...if all goes well.  I dumped DK SD for the second time the other day.  He is so ridiculous.  If I quit being a sugar baby, I will have to live off my savings for a while until I find a better job....what a stressful thought.

Sean is out of town this weekend and I will miss him so so much but I have to take advantage of the situation - I'm seeing Mr. G on Thursday, Jason on Saturday morning, Rebecca a.k.a Mario on Saturday night, and Mr. P on Sunday.  I will collect all the sugar for the month this week!!  I feel guilty and weird about it but I'm telling myself this is only a temporary situation....  And I'm really getting sick of fake flirting with SDs.  So silly.