Romance Et Cetera..

Sometimes I surprise myself with how fast I fall in love with somebody.  Another times I surprise myself with how fast I get over someone.  Easy come, easy go?

During the date last night, I realized I'm not really into Tom anymore.  He is such a wonderful person.  We still have a great time together but I've completely lost interest in him sexually.  It was never that good with him in bed anyways though.  He will still be my date at my birthday party as he is the most appropriate date at the moment.  It is public knowledge that we have been dating.

My recent romance- Dr. K.  My feelings for him calmed down.  I was totally head over heels for him during and after our most romantic trip together.  But I think I've moved on...well he doesn't live in NY and never will.  Why waste my emotions?  He will always have a place in my heart though...

On the other hand, Mr. G is really growing slowly on me.  We have been in a SB-SD relationship for almost half a year now and it's been pretty casual.  We had a quick date in the park today.  He brought me new books.  We are always more like good friends.  I suggested we should have a romantic dinner date soon.  I feel too comfortable with him and I tend to forget romance....  I can't shut up about work, books and movies when we are together.

I'm supposed to meet lawyer SD tomorrow night for dinner.  Let's see if that happens.  I'm sick of him cancelling our date every time.  Where's my money!!

Date with Ron is now scheduled on this Friday.  I'm super nervous again.  I almost never get nervous on dates.  I realize the reason why I get nervous when it comes to Ron is that I'm not sure how he feels about me.  I can never assume he is into me.  And I do care about what he thinks of me.  I don't even know how to act around him.  When I'm with a SD, I'm sexy, attractive and confident.  But not with Ron.  Go figure.