I was away from this site for over 2 months. Oh I really missed my girls here!
Sean and I are still going strong, living together. Some days our relationship seems perfect, and some days, less than perfect. It's been over 7 months. How long do we really need to know that he is the one?
I had dinner with Mr. G the other day. He was so happy that we stayed friends. I told him that I have a boyfriend now without much details. I guess he was happy for me. I wondered if he had a new sugar baby but I didn't know how to ask. I told him I was still having financial problems and really hoping he would offer me something....well he didn't. After I went home, he sent me a text message saying, if financial situation gets really bad, he would be happy to help me without any obligations. I was like, I did let him know today!!!! Yet he didn't offer me anything!!! Next time I see him, I guess I have to actually ask for cash straighforward, rather than just mentioning I need money. Guys can be so clueless sometimes, I guess.
I saw Mel once. My longest term-SD. As I have been making it clear, our rules have been changed. Whenever I'm in a real relationship, we only keep a platonic relationship. After hours of begging, I ended up providing a minimal sexual favor though. It was so minimal I didn't consider it cheating. Mel was not totally satisfied but gave me the same amount of allowance as usual. That helped a lot! Jeez it's been so hard living without any sugar money. I got a tiny raise at work and also an insurance- I can barely pay all my monthly bills. If I need to buy clothes or shoes, I need to take out from my savings. Sean is still on a job hunt while he works at the current firm he hates. He still can't even afford half of our rent- well any of it actually. All he can afford is our grocery and all the bills whenever we go out. He has a job interview this week so let's cross our fingers.
N and I started talking more. Now we know that we can get together without being intimate. It's still nice. I feel like he is one of the very few people who really knows me. There is this nice closeness between us. Still precious.
I told my mom and sister that I can no longer support my sister. I just can't. I'm not a sugar baby anymore and I don't make much money yet. I only make $35K before taxes... and it costs a fortune to live in NYC. I wish I were a more active SB when I was a lot younger and had saved up.
So how did your Mom and Sister take it? I want to know about setting boundaries.
ReplyDeleteI told my sister by emails and texts and so far got no response... I told my mom over the phone and she didn't really say anything. My family members are not great communicators, lol. well I made myself clear on I can no longer support anyone. I'm hardly surviving myself. Let them work out between them.
ReplyDeleteReading this definitely reaffirms my desire to save as much as I can this year; ideally my last year as a sugar baby to correspond with my last year of graduate school.
ReplyDeleteI can imagine the change between having SDs and then to going without
Dear Georgina, I haven't been updating on my blog for more than half a year... but I still remember that you were one of the first SBs I talked to on here when I first discovered the sugar world back in 2011... I loved reading your posts and appreciated your advice. I am happy to hear you keep doing your thing, staying strong - outside the sugar bowl! Things have changed a lot for me and now I am officially together with my SD (who was originally my "back up daddy")... I am still getting financial support, but it doesn't feel like allowance any more. I cannot imagine being with a "regular" (broke) guy anymore... but you never know where love takes you. Wish you all the best! xoxo
ReplyDeleteaww I miss talking to all my girls...being away for along long :-(
ReplyDeleteI hope it works out with your new bf/former SD :-)