Short Update

I got about one hour before Sean comes back home.  I finally met his parents last night.  They took us to this Italian restaurant in midtown- it was the same restaurant Mr. P met me for a drink last summer.  It felt so strange!  They were such nice people and all went well.  They liked me.  Things are going really well between us except financially...  He is still looking for a new employer and he hasn't been able to help me with the bills.  He pays for everything whenever we go out, but he hasn't paid the rent here.  It's been really tough.  I literally ran out of cash to spend.  I'm still supporting my little sister too; even though I'm making a little more at work now but still my expenses exceed my monthly salary.  I wish I could have Mario over at least, but Sean is home every night, of course.  I'm so tempted to reach out to my former sugar daddies for help but no way I would risk losing Sean over sugary business.  Sean thinks I make more money than what I actually make because of my expenses and bills.  If I tell him exactly how much I'm making, he will question how I have been supporting myself and my sister.  Sigh.

Tom and I are still good friends.  We still have dinner together here and there.  He just told me that if he were younger, he would divorce his wife and marry me.  It was so sweet and great to be loved that much by someone.  We had a great year together until Sean.