Sexual Compatibility

Dr. K and I ended up seeing each other three days in a row while he was in NYC in spite of his busy schedule with his family.  He brought me a gift every day- the most beautiful orchids, Poison by Dior, and a gift card for my kindle!  He had a couple of job interviews here; he may move back to NY and I have mixed feelings about it.  We are so into each other and we are really compatible...except in bed.  It's not that he is bad in bed, because he is not.  We are just not really compatible sexually.  He is a great kisser so our making out sessions are always good though.  Sex is a great part of my life and it's not something I can compromise in a real relationship.  I guess I can worry about that later when we know for sure that he is moving back to NY.

I kept cancelling on N after Dr. K told me that he loves me, but N had agreed to come over just to cuddle with me yesterday, so I had him over.  But of course we ended up doing it (and we both knew it would happen as always no matter what).  N and I are really compatible in bed.  We are just amazing together.  It's really difficult for both of us to find a better partner in bed, and that's why we have been sleeping together for so long.... My new bf must be as good or better than N in bed, otherwise I will end up cheating on him with N for sure, and that's my greatest fear.

I finally created a new accout on EM!  So far it's kinda slow but I guess that's due to father's day... I really need a new SD...the only steady SD I have is Mr. G, but we have once-a-month arrangement only so obviously that's not enough for me.  Other part time SDs are not that reliable.