Yup it's about time I blogged..

I have been reading other girls' blogs for a while now.  Some escort girls' and sugar babies' blogs.
I started reading them mainly because I became one of those girls myself and wanted to learn how other girls do this.  Obviously I don't talk to my friends about it because nobody knows that I'm involved in the sugar world!  I came across SA website last year and I was amazed and shocked to find that there are many websites where sugar daddies and sugar babies can meet!  I find it to be so much better and classier than escorting..not to mention it is not illegal.  It is like dating, but girls can ask for "allowance", as opposed to getting "paid" by the hour or whatever..and ideally, you are with one guy, not multiple partners.

Anyways, I do have a full time job but I don't make enough money just yet-  hence I became a sugar baby one day.  I really wish I had known about this good arrangement system long time ago!  Guys may be too busy for a relationship or may be married so they need a gf on their terms- young, fun, beautiful, sexy, available when they need them and most importantly discreet.

I'm the perfect part time girlfriend- I'm always in a good mood and on my best behavior because I'm compensated for being so.

I have met/tried some sugar daddies before my current SD.  Some ok, some bad...didn't quite work out.  Then I finally met the winner, Mr. D!  We have been together for a few months now and we are very happy :)  He is really cute and charming.. I think he is young as a SD. Mid 40's..

We get together about once a week..and he is always sorry that we don't see each other often enough.
That is kinda funny.. in this situation, I should be rather happy that I see him less because I get the same monthly allowance regardless. But we actually ended up liking each other a lot more than we had expected..we exchange so many emails all day every day. We act like we are a couple. We even talked about having a baby together in the future!  (but he makes it clear that he will never get a divorce. He loves his family- Good for him!)

This whole SD-SB thing really messes up my dating life obviously, but I feel like I can't afford to date anyone outside of the sugar world right now.  Actually I kinda do date a bit anyways but I'm afraid to get serious...

Currently I do not see my future-  that is really scary..what I want is financial independence.
I still want to get married and have kids one day.  I need to have stable income and a lot of savings before I start dating someone for real because I do not want to depend on anyone.